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Music does something that language alone cannot quite manage. It carries time inside it. A song can return you, without warning, to a kitchen in 2011, to a car ride you thought you’d forgotten, to a version of yourself you haven’t visited in years. In these essays, Will Foster-Schmidt writes about what music has meant to him — not as a critic, but as someone who has used songs to survive, to remember, and to find his way through.
Music as memory and map
Will’s music essays aren’t reviews. They don’t evaluate albums or rank artists. They use specific songs and records as entry points into larger questions — about identity, about loss, about the people we were when we first heard something and who we’ve become since. An album becomes an era. A lyric becomes a philosophy. A song you played on repeat becomes evidence of who you were trying to be.
Some essays go deep into particular records — what Will was going through when he found them, why they mattered then, and what they mean now that the context has changed. Music is a time capsule that keeps revealing new contents. Will writes about music as emotional infrastructure — the songs that held him together in hard times, the ones he couldn’t listen to after a breakup, the ones he returned to when he was ready. If you’ve ever made a playlist to get through something, you’ll recognize this. There is a specific experience of hearing a song that seems to know exactly what you’re going through. Will writes about that experience — the uncanny intimacy of music made by a stranger that somehow speaks directly to your life. It is one of the things music does that nothing else can replicate.
Why Will writes about this
Because music has been a constant companion through grief and transition, and because writing about it is a way of understanding how and why it works — why certain songs become load-bearing walls in our emotional lives. These essays are part music writing, part memoir, and entirely personal.
What you’ll find when you read
You’ll find yourself thinking about your own relationship to music differently. These essays have a way of sending you back to your own playlists, your own time capsules, your own songs that know too much about you. They are invitations to remember and to feel.
On loss and the long, non-linear work of mourning. On identity, reinvention, and becoming someone new. If music has ever gotten you through something, these essays are for you. Subscribe at lifeonafaultline.substack.com to read them in full.